The biggest thing I lost was the time I could have spent with my daughter.
I had dreams of building a beautiful bond with my child, but I lost those moments.
As a father, I felt like I had created something precious but was kept away from it.
It was very difficult to deal with and because of that pain I got addict to alcohol.
I felt helpless and started drinking more and more.
The biggest thing I lost was the time I could have spent with my daughter. Becoming a parent changes you completely. I had dreams of building a beautiful bond with my child, but I lost those moments. It was never about money, career or anything else. It was about the emotional connection. As a father, I felt like I had created something precious but was kept away from it. It was very difficult to deal with and because of that pain I got addict to alcohol. I felt helpless and started drinking more and more. Looking back, I know those were not the right choices, but at that time, I couldn't see any other way to cope with what I was going through. (Photo: Instagram)